I wish that there was snow in the forecast for the early morning hours of New Year's Day. There would be something poetic about waking up to a blanket of white. Snow hides everything. Even the quasi-depressing view from the windows of our condo looks pretty when there's freshly fallen snow. Snow covers the dirt, the asphalt, the uneven spots in the lawn and the trash that's been carelessly left. That stuff is still there, hidden underneath. But for a little while, it's all gone. The world looks brand-new; like a blank slate waiting to be written upon.
But the snow, like the new year, is just an illusion. The sense of newness we feel is mostly symbolic. We still have the same friends, the same jobs, the same car, the same church and the same problems. If we really thought about it, we'd soon remember that nothing really changes at the start of the new year. Even 2009, which will quickly have a new president, will still suffer from a sense of déjà vu. Our nation will still face the same problems it did in 2008. So, what makes the new year so special? As near as I can figure it, it might be just the date.
Still, I don't mean to be a pessimist. I actually do think there's more to starting over than just the date or the joy one gets from tearing the plastic off of the 2009 Simpsons calendar. I mean, there must be something that's driving this internal longing for things to be new once again.
The author of Ecclesiastes wrote, "What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun. Is there anything of which one can say, 'Look! This is something new'? It was here already, long ago; it was here before our time." (1:9-10; TNIV). In other words, life goes on and on as it did before. Nothing really changes. Though there sometimes appears to be something new on the horizon, it's just an illusion. Still, the author of Ecclesiastes understood this same longing we feel - this desire to start again and to be touched by something new.
I think this longing for a fresh start is the same as the desire for a new car. Let me explain.
First off, let me tell you what I don't mean. I'm not referring to that selfish desire that some people have to drive a brand-new luxury SUV every two years. This desire, after all, isn't really for a new car; it's for respect, love, and a sense of self-worth. And cars don't really provide those things.
No, I'm talking about the desire of a mother who's driving a fifteen-year-old, beat-up station wagon and who worries that, one of these days, it's just going to give up it's ghost on I-95 and leave her and her children stranded. She's poured hard-earned money into that vehicle. Her husband has put lots of WD-40, duct tape, elbow-grease and hours of Saturday mornings into that car. Still, they know that one of these days, it's just not going to run anymore. However, if they were able to buy a new car, the anxiety they feel would be gone.
Our lives are a lot like old cars. We try to fix them and make ourselves better. Some improvements work for a time and others don't. Some change the outward appearance, but leave the important things untouched. Still, we know that, no matter what we do, we're slowly running down - physically, mentally and spiritually. The only thing we can hope for is a new start.
And here's the thing. Our calendars are cyclical. Spring turns to summer, which turns to fall, which turns to winter, and then it's back to spring. Over and over again. This could give us the sense that there's never anything new. And I think the author of Ecclesiastes is right: left alone, there is nothing new under the sun. However, at the same time, the secret is this: all of history is headed toward a New Beginning. The Bible tells us that the end of all things is a glorious New Creation. "Behold, I am making all things new" (Revelation 21:5; ESV), declares Jesus at the end of the story.
This hope is set in our hearts, creating within us the desire for a new beginning. Maybe that's why we look forward to the start of a new calendar. We know there is nothing new under the sun; nothing new we can do on our own. Someone who is not bound under the sun must step in if there's to be any clean break. And that's what God promises. But He does so much more than that. If we were given a fresh start, we'd screw it up in a matter of seconds. We need real change and a new nature. And that is exactly what God promises.
I'm looking forward to the new year. There are things I'd like to see happen and plans I'm making. There are things I'd like to see change and things I'd like to leave behind in 2008. I'm praying 2009 is a good year. But mostly, I'm praying that I'll be reminded of the reality of a new beginning and that my life will reflect that new car smell.






